Sinner used by God

I feel so unworthy, Lord,
to lead a world of people,
especially when my own life
is now so full of darkness!

To the eyes of those who cannot see,
I may look so holy,
but only Lord, you can see
all that darkness that is within me.

How can I be a leader
when I do not walk by example?
How can I pray for sinners,
when I myself sin so often?

Yet, in your graciousness, my Lord,
you appoint me a leader,
and in your abundant love,
uses me, still!

Thank you for using me, Lord,
though I am dark of sins within me,
thank you for using me, Lord,
for your unfailing trust in me!